Esmé means "loved," and Elaine means "shining light." A root and a purpose. Your Mom gave you your first name (which is a common Afrikaans name), and Dad gave you your middle name (which is Mommy’s middle name), so you are a good representative of both of us.
So just stop with the complaints, little Miss Esmeraldina-belle-oney. Or I shall take a Native American approach and dub you "Esteemed Flashlight." And everyone will know how to spell it.
But now, this is what the Lord says – He who created you, who formed you, O Esmé: "Do not be afraid, for I have ransomed you. I have called you by name; you are Mine.